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Enter The Forest
05:27
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Show been like Truman
Dreams been like a rerun
I think I need summer sun
I swore I’d come back
I’m not God so don’t listen
You should’ve kept distance
No we aren’t good friends
Bonfires on the weekend
Used up well it depends
On what you really wanted
I’ve seen Terabithia
Live life out in Narnia
Way to old to try and go back
Last trip was my last trip
That was time I don’t want back
That was I don’t need back
Sun don’t set til like
9pm and I
Feel the vibe yeah I x2
Really been winter since last December
Way too long feel like I got tenure
Really been tryna find rest ye sinners
Really been tryna find a lamp post yeah
Really I am not a good example yeah
Figure it out
I got a bunch lines written they not hearing me out
Had a lot family that were bringing me down
I put that word in the air quotes
Those The people who been sucking me dry
Only need the ones who won’t tell me the lies
//
I’ve been on a different route
I think they don’t know me now
I don’t think they like the change
They don’t know I’m coolin now
They just think I’m satisfied
The saddest lies come with a little ounce of truth
I know because I told a lot when I was growing in my youth
And that’s just how the stories go
Embellishments get settled in
the mind and we just let them grow
Go on give the world a show
That show and tell
My closest ones should know me well
Well nothing really feels the same when someone tells you go to hell
I sense conviction but the power is missing
Potential prisms lose light in the distance
Between you and I and the sky
And I could honestly die
Before I tell them
How I feel
Move in silence when you kill
Momma told me Keep it real
I done did this for a minute
I don’t need no ones help
All that money I was spending
I should spend on myself
Everybody want to brag
About the hand they was dealt
That just make me laugh
Cuz I learned to deal it myself
I done did this for a minute
I don’t need no ones help
All that money I was spending
I should spend on myself
Everybody want to brag
bout the hand they was dealt
That just make me laugh
Cuz I learned to deal it myself
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2. |
DOA
02:51
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Doors opened up all I saw was a king
Stepped down from his throne with his eyes locked on me
Had a daughter to his left at first I thought she was his queen
But he sent her right down told us have a drink
Old spice was the smell on me
Hair looked like I just woke from a sleep
But it’s chill
I got nothing to fear
Smile made me feel like I was in clear
Come let’s be merry like Christmas my dear
Reign in the best I’ll show you what we have
That what’s she said as they rolled in the cask
Hippocrates wonder what’s behind the mask
It’s stapled on but that joker will not last
You making offers that better than cash
Those words I spoke as they brought in the ass
Golden robes strewn on its back as a laugh
Told me be careful from titans and gods
Keep your eyes forward I know it seems odd
But do you how many problems are solved
From minding your business
It may sound pretentious
But Toto told Dorothy that this is not oz
DOA
I don’t know what you might by that
I am alive I know I feel that
You can not tell me otherwise
DOA
I have arrived
And I am alright
The trip was just fine and I didn’t die
I will be fine
Titans and Gods
How many lives have been lost
How many times have they played out this scene
What kinda knowledge have I just gleaned over
I watch my glass sit as I try to stay sober
Ask my host what time will this be over
I’m tryna see what you’re like alone
She didn’t turn but the smile was showing
I promise that you will love me to death
Wonders I’ll show you just don’t hold your breath
All of the planets I hold in my hands
I’ll make them dance
I’ll make them dance if you want me to
All you have to do is say please
I won’t make you get down on your knees
Don’t think of the past
This is forever know I’ll make it last
You making offers that's better than cash
Those my words spoke as they brought in the ass
Golden robes strewn on its back as a laugh
Told me be careful from titans and gods
Keep your eyes forward I know it seems odd
But do you how many problems are solved
From minding your business
It may sound pretentious
But Toto tell Dorothy that this is not oz
DOA
I don’t know what you might by that
I am alive I know I feel that
You can not tell me otherwise
DOA
I have arrived
And I am alright
The trip was just fine and I didn’t die
I will be fine
DOA
I don’t know what you might by that
I am alive I know I feel that
You can not tell me otherwise
DOA
I have arrived
And I am alright
The trip was just fine and I didn’t die
I will be fine
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3. |
Take A Little Bit
03:30
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The smoothies been green
My coffees been black since I started to act like the man of her house
And my baby’s a queen
She the type momma would tell you to write home about
And my actions been subtle
I have been keeping it quite too much that I can not let out
Need a moment of silence
…
I’m talking to loudly
Been pouring emotions on people I thought would be empty
Funny thing bout it is
I just forgot that they’re empty because they will pour on me
And I bridle my tongue
For my younger brothers who wonder how it should be pop
My life an example of how It could be
Need a moment let me sip on this Chai Tea
Feel the warmth flow down
Live on this earth no crown
Still feels so heavy on top of my head
I hear the complaints just give it a rest
How you want more when I give it my best
How is this helping when adding to stress
To many interviews I hope for yes
Prove to me God doesn’t give you a test
Semantics I’ll wait while you check
My language a mess
If we got a problem don’t send me a text
I need the voice when you said what you said
Depression a lion if not held in check
And I have been Daniel like what you expect
Like what you expect
Like what you expect
Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed
Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check
I ate with the creme dela crem
I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death
But I see I’m not dead
Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed
Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check
I ate with the creme dela crem
I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death
But I see I’m not dead
I need the quail and bread
I have been getting the quail but no bread
The Lamb has been killed but
The blood ain’t on that door post
I should be more subtle
Talking like the door close
Why they acting Lord Knows
I don’t so I can’t concern with that
Something told me get back
Pray for me I needt
Take
Take a little bit
Just a little bit maybe
I may fall in line
For Im out of time baby
Pray a little bit
Just a little bit maybe
I may take my time
Fall in line with the
Why they acting Lord Knows
I don’t so I can’t concern with that
Something told me get back
Pray for me I need that
Down this road no turning back
I don’t like the tit for tat
Three nails hang down on my necklace
The message you get it I keep it explicit
Right now I’m just chilling
You been to Rome I been to Paris but in Texas
Maybe in France might just slide on my checklist
Where is my out I’ve been dying to exit
Too many faces ask why I’m depressing
Ain’t I the one that made that song heaven
You may not know it but I gave you blessings
On blessings on blessings on blessings
Take a little bit
Just a little bit maybe
Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed
Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check
I ate with the creme dela crem
I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death
But I see I’m not dead
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4. |
Okay
03:00
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5. |
Repent // Circles
05:34
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Told me repent
This Jack is not drowning my sins
They smile as they go take a swim
How are you using your gifts
If it’s all politics
And keep it on rocks
While you sip
They told me repent
Like I gotta go make amends
An omen of what happens next
When the Jack just empowers your sins
We talking a lot
But we never really have been friends
Keep saying repent
Like you want down on my knees
I hear talk what you preach
But I’m watching it different (yeah)
You move like an infant
The demon the type got you simpin
Keep saying repent
Like I need to turn from an idol
You got a quote from the Bible
You taking a high road
I promise I’ve been through this cycle
Don’t tell me repent
If you are not matching that energy
You starting to look the enemy
No he was never no kin to me
Trying to act like friend to me
Go and repent
I keep it simple sweet
You be the judge
Will I get the hugs
After the mud
Would you show me love
Freedom or cuffs
if I repent
//
Wrists slits
Better wear your bracelets
Poison
Go and sip that wine down
Let your hair down
You will not drown
I won’t let you drown
Wrists slits
Better wear your bracelets
Poison
Go and sip that wine down
Let your hair down
You will not drown
I won’t let you drown
I need my soul up to caliber
Or return to dust I trust
That people living large on earth
Could really feel me
Diamond glistens Heavenly
Walked the line here presently
Tell me what is destiny
Tell me what is destiny
Your eyes locked
In on my window
You find me
Ohhh so sinful
So define it
I think I need reminding
I think you have bad timing
I think you have bad timing
I found love in different circles
You made it look beautiful to me
I just need a taste
What to trust
I just need a place
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6. |
Funeral
03:49
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7. |
Assassination
03:18
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I just took a leap faith
This world I can’t navigate
Thought we’d never separate
You told me that you were safe
Why would you run
When I need you here close
Lust so convincing
I sold you my soul
Losing my luster
While chasing this gold
Put hand to the fire
But ended up cold
And I just been dreaming of all these assassins
Attacking me actually love is the novelty
Pictured you standing outside on the balcony
Blaspheme your love begins with these casualties
Oh no
I go
Jumping
Head first to danger
Oh no
I go
Jumping
Head first to danger
Maybe
Things aren’t harder Than I try to claim
I’ve been praying
Same old things I must sound insane
I know angels
Flying around me So I don’t crash
A couple tickets on the dash
They claim I jump to fast
This is crazy
I know way too much
How could I fail
It’s amazing
How he love me
Though i built the cell
For myself no one else
Could contain me like that (I just took a leap faith)
Just forget about your feelings
I feel like they try to kill me
Try to paint me as the villain
Cant have that
I’ve been working on some things
Broken Promises from me
If this the last time that we speak
Please take my best (You told me that you were safe)
Love me more
Please give me patience
I’ve been hurting I’ve been waiting
I’ve been Losing my luster
While chasing this gold
Lust so convincing
I sold you my soul
Oh no
I go
Jumping
Oh no
I go
Jumping
Why would you run
When I need you here close
Lust so convincing
I sold you my soul
Losing my luster
While chasing this gold
Put hand to the fire
But ended up cold
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8. |
Crash
03:41
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9. |
Greener Now
03:18
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10. |
Dead Body
02:43
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12. |
Disrespect
03:35
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love ryan San Antonio, Texas
I hope that through my music you can see Christ in more ways than what you're used to.
~May the best of your past be the worst of your future~
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