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Foxes @ NGHT

by love ryan

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Show been like Truman Dreams been like a rerun I think I need summer sun I swore I’d come back I’m not God so don’t listen You should’ve kept distance No we aren’t good friends Bonfires on the weekend Used up well it depends On what you really wanted I’ve seen Terabithia Live life out in Narnia Way to old to try and go back Last trip was my last trip That was time I don’t want back That was I don’t need back Sun don’t set til like 9pm and I Feel the vibe yeah I x2 Really been winter since last December Way too long feel like I got tenure Really been tryna find rest ye sinners Really been tryna find a lamp post yeah Really I am not a good example yeah Figure it out I got a bunch lines written they not hearing me out Had a lot family that were bringing me down I put that word in the air quotes Those The people who been sucking me dry Only need the ones who won’t tell me the lies // I’ve been on a different route I think they don’t know me now I don’t think they like the change They don’t know I’m coolin now They just think I’m satisfied The saddest lies come with a little ounce of truth I know because I told a lot when I was growing in my youth And that’s just how the stories go Embellishments get settled in the mind and we just let them grow Go on give the world a show That show and tell My closest ones should know me well Well nothing really feels the same when someone tells you go to hell I sense conviction but the power is missing Potential prisms lose light in the distance Between you and I and the sky And I could honestly die Before I tell them How I feel Move in silence when you kill Momma told me Keep it real I done did this for a minute I don’t need no ones help All that money I was spending I should spend on myself Everybody want to brag About the hand they was dealt That just make me laugh Cuz I learned to deal it myself I done did this for a minute I don’t need no ones help All that money I was spending I should spend on myself Everybody want to brag bout the hand they was dealt That just make me laugh Cuz I learned to deal it myself
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DOA 02:51
Doors opened up all I saw was a king Stepped down from his throne with his eyes locked on me Had a daughter to his left at first I thought she was his queen But he sent her right down told us have a drink Old spice was the smell on me Hair looked like I just woke from a sleep But it’s chill I got nothing to fear Smile made me feel like I was in clear Come let’s be merry like Christmas my dear Reign in the best I’ll show you what we have That what’s she said as they rolled in the cask Hippocrates wonder what’s behind the mask It’s stapled on but that joker will not last You making offers that better than cash Those words I spoke as they brought in the ass Golden robes strewn on its back as a laugh Told me be careful from titans and gods Keep your eyes forward I know it seems odd But do you how many problems are solved From minding your business It may sound pretentious But Toto told Dorothy that this is not oz DOA I don’t know what you might by that I am alive I know I feel that You can not tell me otherwise DOA I have arrived And I am alright The trip was just fine and I didn’t die I will be fine Titans and Gods How many lives have been lost How many times have they played out this scene What kinda knowledge have I just gleaned over I watch my glass sit as I try to stay sober Ask my host what time will this be over I’m tryna see what you’re like alone She didn’t turn but the smile was showing I promise that you will love me to death Wonders I’ll show you just don’t hold your breath All of the planets I hold in my hands I’ll make them dance I’ll make them dance if you want me to All you have to do is say please I won’t make you get down on your knees Don’t think of the past This is forever know I’ll make it last You making offers that's better than cash Those my words spoke as they brought in the ass Golden robes strewn on its back as a laugh Told me be careful from titans and gods Keep your eyes forward I know it seems odd But do you how many problems are solved From minding your business It may sound pretentious But Toto tell Dorothy that this is not oz DOA I don’t know what you might by that I am alive I know I feel that You can not tell me otherwise DOA I have arrived And I am alright The trip was just fine and I didn’t die I will be fine DOA I don’t know what you might by that I am alive I know I feel that You can not tell me otherwise DOA I have arrived And I am alright The trip was just fine and I didn’t die I will be fine
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The smoothies been green My coffees been black since I started to act like the man of her house And my baby’s a queen She the type momma would tell you to write home about And my actions been subtle I have been keeping it quite too much that I can not let out Need a moment of silence … I’m talking to loudly Been pouring emotions on people I thought would be empty Funny thing bout it is I just forgot that they’re empty because they will pour on me And I bridle my tongue For my younger brothers who wonder how it should be pop My life an example of how It could be Need a moment let me sip on this Chai Tea Feel the warmth flow down Live on this earth no crown Still feels so heavy on top of my head I hear the complaints just give it a rest How you want more when I give it my best How is this helping when adding to stress To many interviews I hope for yes Prove to me God doesn’t give you a test Semantics I’ll wait while you check My language a mess If we got a problem don’t send me a text I need the voice when you said what you said Depression a lion if not held in check And I have been Daniel like what you expect Like what you expect Like what you expect Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check I ate with the creme dela crem I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death But I see I’m not dead Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check I ate with the creme dela crem I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death But I see I’m not dead I need the quail and bread I have been getting the quail but no bread The Lamb has been killed but The blood ain’t on that door post I should be more subtle Talking like the door close Why they acting Lord Knows I don’t so I can’t concern with that Something told me get back Pray for me I needt Take Take a little bit Just a little bit maybe I may fall in line For Im out of time baby Pray a little bit Just a little bit maybe I may take my time Fall in line with the Why they acting Lord Knows I don’t so I can’t concern with that Something told me get back Pray for me I need that Down this road no turning back I don’t like the tit for tat Three nails hang down on my necklace The message you get it I keep it explicit Right now I’m just chilling You been to Rome I been to Paris but in Texas Maybe in France might just slide on my checklist Where is my out I’ve been dying to exit Too many faces ask why I’m depressing Ain’t I the one that made that song heaven You may not know it but I gave you blessings On blessings on blessings on blessings Take a little bit Just a little bit maybe Pray for me I’m not feeling blessed Like God not the reason I’m living without a real check I ate with the creme dela crem I watch how the sin and I wonder how I walk into death But I see I’m not dead
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Okay 03:00
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Told me repent This Jack is not drowning my sins They smile as they go take a swim How are you using your gifts If it’s all politics And keep it on rocks While you sip They told me repent Like I gotta go make amends An omen of what happens next When the Jack just empowers your sins We talking a lot But we never really have been friends Keep saying repent Like you want down on my knees I hear talk what you preach But I’m watching it different (yeah) You move like an infant The demon the type got you simpin Keep saying repent Like I need to turn from an idol You got a quote from the Bible You taking a high road I promise I’ve been through this cycle Don’t tell me repent If you are not matching that energy You starting to look the enemy No he was never no kin to me Trying to act like friend to me Go and repent I keep it simple sweet You be the judge Will I get the hugs After the mud Would you show me love Freedom or cuffs if I repent // Wrists slits Better wear your bracelets Poison Go and sip that wine down Let your hair down You will not drown I won’t let you drown Wrists slits Better wear your bracelets Poison Go and sip that wine down Let your hair down You will not drown I won’t let you drown I need my soul up to caliber Or return to dust I trust That people living large on earth Could really feel me Diamond glistens Heavenly Walked the line here presently Tell me what is destiny Tell me what is destiny Your eyes locked In on my window You find me Ohhh so sinful So define it I think I need reminding I think you have bad timing I think you have bad timing I found love in different circles You made it look beautiful to me I just need a taste What to trust I just need a place
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Funeral 03:49
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I just took a leap faith This world I can’t navigate Thought we’d never separate You told me that you were safe Why would you run When I need you here close Lust so convincing I sold you my soul Losing my luster While chasing this gold Put hand to the fire But ended up cold And I just been dreaming of all these assassins Attacking me actually love is the novelty Pictured you standing outside on the balcony Blaspheme your love begins with these casualties Oh no I go Jumping Head first to danger Oh no I go Jumping Head first to danger Maybe Things aren’t harder Than I try to claim I’ve been praying Same old things I must sound insane I know angels Flying around me So I don’t crash A couple tickets on the dash They claim I jump to fast This is crazy I know way too much How could I fail It’s amazing How he love me Though i built the cell For myself no one else Could contain me like that (I just took a leap faith) Just forget about your feelings I feel like they try to kill me Try to paint me as the villain Cant have that I’ve been working on some things Broken Promises from me If this the last time that we speak Please take my best (You told me that you were safe) Love me more Please give me patience I’ve been hurting I’ve been waiting I’ve been Losing my luster While chasing this gold Lust so convincing I sold you my soul Oh no I go Jumping Oh no I go Jumping Why would you run When I need you here close Lust so convincing I sold you my soul Losing my luster While chasing this gold Put hand to the fire But ended up cold
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Crash 03:41
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Greener Now 03:18
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Dead Body 02:43
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Disrespect 03:35

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Be aware of the little foxes
Because at night they tend to grow
The kitsune feeds on your faith
Be mindful of the seeds you've sewn
Lustful eyes and pride of life bitter to the taste
Those are the trees that they let be
And rest before they wake

Dead or Alive
Dead on Arrival
Disney on Acid
Diminish on Approach
Disgrace of America
Dine on Apples
Dominate Over Anything
Don't Over Analyze

So high and mighty
So beautiful
So misleading
So misleading
Flying has never been art
The Renaissance was birthed by the crash

Perfect Peace
Perfect Joy
Perfect Resurrection
Carpe Diem
Gloria Dios
To see jade emeralds
In spite of Chaos
Harmony
In spite of Resistance
Love
In spite of War
Peace
It's Greener Now

"Foxes @ NGHT" - by alonio epson

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released January 6, 2023

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love ryan San Antonio, Texas

I hope that through my music you can see Christ in more ways than what you're used to.

~May the best of your past be the worst of your future~

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